HELP ok i took a pregnant test!?

And like its called early result pregnancy test (compared to first response)ok just like first response I took it it came out negative but with a faint line if you put it towards the light or look very closly you can see it so many of times I threw it away...but then I looked up that faint like means you pregnant as well don't matter how faint the other line is my hgg pregnancy hormone never storng enough to show through test right then and there I don't know why but everyone bodys different so when I looked up that that can happen I kept the test waited next thing you know she showen postive iam like omg it was a dark pink line and a lighter one in the other jusst like this test a darker like in one box a lighter one in the other like its trying to show so what I did like the girl did when I looked it up she marked when she took it so that's what I did iam 17 years old I was pregnant last time not knowing same crap happened but I losted my baby* please help by any means I need it I keep feeling the baby thumping iam not tripping plus clear liquid aka premilk comes out my breast sometimes please help please am I.....I HAVE ANY SYMTOM YOU NAME OF AND ONCE YOUR PREGNANT YOU KNOW AND IAM SHOWING TO MY BOYFRIEND MOM SAYS I LOOK 4 5 MONTHS